I am so busy for these days, well the reason I would like to update it is just to express my feelings as well.
And I choose to write in English, with no reason.
I am very sad for being such a quiet person, as I am quiet in a gang of friends. I wonder why, perhaps I am shy. After the incident that I have been hurt by a friend, I was upset and lost direction at all. In the deep of my heart, I wish to have friends, these days I am trying to be close with them, mix with them and even talk to them. Am I thinking too much? Or I should not to do so? I just want to be part of them, that's all.
I was thinking about it, which I have very less friends in Kampar, for me, I don't even can join my course mates well. What I know is, I am a quiet person, always talking serious, not playful at all, and I cannot laugh out loudly like them, even I feel that, I am alone, always be alone. Give me some time, I believe one day I will be part of them ;)
Yes, I am the one who is always back to KL, I think that the family is the most important things in my life, of course I back to KL to accompany my family, as well as my love, my friends, and my ji mui... I enjoy myself always especially during the weekends, take photos, upload photos, as well as checked-in! It is just a record for me. Well, I admit that I always like to complain this and that, therefore I always have negative thinking, I thought that this can be a topic to anyone of my friend, but in fact, I am wrong. However, I am trying hard to change myself to not to being too care of everything, once I care of it, I will not easily to let it go. So now, I will stop being unhappy and cried, as I believe, God will arrange anything for me, I should appreciate what I am having now.
One of my course mate who is also my housemate, I am very appreciate of her as she always help me when I need help, I remember one day we had a chitchat until the very late night, this is the best memories for me and her. There are a lot of memories with others friends, especially my seniors, and I will keep them in my heart. I wish to state their names here, but I afraid I will miss out some of them :o In fact, friends are helping us the most. Thank you so much to all my Kampar friends!
This trimester I am taking 7 subjects, for me it is not a problem as there are 2 subjects are just pass or fail subject. But I have 7 assignments to do and 3 presentations, I have attended 2 soft-skill talks and there is one is waiting for me. To set a 3 days timetable, my timetable is quite packed. Of course there are some pros and cons, but it is okay for me. =)
As this week is week 7, the midterm exam is coming soon, and tomorrow I am having SunZi Art's of War test. They said UTAR= Universiti Tak Ada Rehat, haha. And I am used to deal with it.
Blablabla, what I have share here is just my feelings. Wish me good luck for these remaining 2 years in Kampar.
Be strong
Be independent
Be happy
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